I got over it a long time ago and I hope you'll do the same.

Peace dude...

Labels: My Life

This time, our interaction will be with an orchestra from Taiwan. Apparently they scored first in their country's version of SYF. It's...pressurizing, to say the least, to perform with them.

I haven't touched my drumsticks for a whole month and my scores are sadly neglected. How the hell am I going to re-master 月儿高 and 秦兵马俑 by 18th July?

Fuck it. I can't even remember the scores for 秦兵马俑, not to mention mastering it.

I seriously do not want to screw up in front of such a good CO.

I've already lost my phone, my life, my love, my -insert wtv I can think of-. I don't need this to happen right now.

P.S. Yeah. I really lost my phone. I've already temporarily disconnected the number so don't bother calling. Some jerk picked up my phone and switched it off. Typical loser. Why the fuck am I surprised? Why the fuck did I report it lost? Nobody's going to return it. That's Singapore for you, folks.

Labels: Chinese Orchestra, My Life

Look at the title.

My memory card died on me, with my job attachment photos still in it.

RAWR.

I HATE JOO!!! ARGH!

YOU USELESS JUNK!!! YOU GOOD-FOR-NOTHING MOTHER FUCKER!

Labels: Job Attachment, My Life

Something epic happened today:

We ate organic durian during work (job attachment)!

Isn't that awesome?! XD

My job is boring and we just slack around when we're not watching them get busy. The only fun but terribly unglam thing we did was weeding. (: It's fun to just hack away at the weeds and pull. Heehee... ^_^

Pros of having a job: Get to eat lunch outside

Cons: Have to wake up early. TAT

That's all for now cos I'm tired. =.=

Jaa~

Labels: Job Attachment, My Life

the GazettE - The Invisible Wall

KAI ISH AWESOME AND HAWT.

I take back whatever crap I've said about Ruki being number 1 and Kai being number 2!

That's totally untrue!!! Don't believe my temorary lapse of judgement!!! Kai is still number 1 and will always be (unless he turned fugly. In that case, Sou will take over. XD)!

Labels: Bands, J-rock, Japanese, PSC, the GazettE, Youtube

Argh... I'm going on job attachment for the whole of next week (weekdays). I'll be working at my classmate aunt's bio-tech company. Well, the good thing about it is that it's rather small so I probably won't be sacked/scolded if I make a mistake. Big companies will kick a big fuss if that happens. Lucky me...

The bad thing about it is the lack of rules and regulations.

Harlo? What am I supposed to wear?

If there's no prefered attire or what so ever, then how am I supposed to choose? My friend just told me to wear whatever I want! .__."

If I go with office wear, I'll end up as the most serious/smart/old looking person there! If I go with T-shirts and jeans, I will die. Seriously.

This is so irritating. ARGH.

Labels: Job Attachment, My Life, My Wardrobe

Without A Trace - the GazettE

脆弱な意識を剥がれ
ゆっくりと足音を立てずに
灰になり粉々に散る
それだけ…それだけ…
Without a trace

後に知る感情は
無力より卑怯
混在意識の底を這う
潜在意識に問いかける
「目の前の明日が見えない。」

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

「喪失」に流す涙は
耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
誰もが見殺すかのよう
目蓋を閉じる

螺旋に絡まる身体が
ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる
千の棘を喉にあて問う
俺に何が救える？
目の前で明日が死んでる。

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は
宛ても無く泣いている

降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように...
生きた証が消えぬように...
この詩が君へと届くのなら
偽善だと思うだろう

立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて
救いを待った君は無へ
もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない
罪と知る

I am touched, once again, by Ruki. His vocals have matured and it shows in the songs made after, or during the Stacked Rubbish period. Songs like Calm Envy and Guren was the turning point for him, a breakthrough, a sign that Ruki had grown older. For once, he had made good use of his wonderful -and terribly sexy- voice by singing. And by singing, I mean real, authentic singing, the old fashioned one and not those screams, growls and whines J-rockers are so fond of.

Ruki's advantage is that he has a voice that's deep and sexy, not deep and scary like the vocalist from Versailles. Another plus, or minus if you happened to like the songs from the Cockroach/etc period, is that his voice is now polished to the point of perfection. I would have typed French but I'm lazy to add French to the control panel thingy... .__."

Songs like Calm Envy and Without A Trace is made purely to showcase Ruki's talent at touching people. The guitars, the bass, the drums, it all doesn't matter anymore. I just hope that the GazettE will continue to produce such songs...

I admit it. Ruki, with his wonderful vocals, now rank higher than Kai.

Labels: Bands, J-rock, Japanese, Lyrics, Reviews, the GazettE